Sigh.
Decision.Decision.

If you have know me long enough,you must have realise that I am the sort that really stick by my own decision.
I really ask for opinion sometimes coz I respect you.
And who doesnt need a piece of advise sometimes.
But as said,I can listen to you but it doesnt meant that I dont have a mind of my own.

Maybe it is time that I should fully explore my independent self.

I should be bringing home the dough.
If not part of it.
Ashamed I am not(yet), though I feed myself.

In life...We are always talking about opportunity costs.

You often have to trade in something for another thing.

In my life,nothing is too smooth sailing.
I dont complain coz I shouldnt.
(Ok,I admit I do complain alot sometimes.But I know how to count my blessings.)


But I dont often get what I want without sacrificing another.

And so what i wanna say is that...

Should I make another decision on the expense of one or two things,I hope you understand.

I know you will.

But still I know what consequences would those expenses bring.

We are at a transitional age.

Everything is not stick there for sure.

Everything keeps moving and life keeps changing.

Though I welcome stability but it is still too soon for my life to become too stable and then insipid.

If I could specifies an age to start living,work tiwce as hard and stop complaining,I see no better age than now.

Maybe I am still wrong.

But I hope in the midst of every changes,we will be holding on.
It may be tougher and tougher every minute.
But impossible is nothing.
Right?

Sigh..
I dunno my placing in life sometime.

Would you assure me?